Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Friday, December 18, 2009
the GL
My sister is currently curling her hair in the bathroom and I'm eating a huge cheese quesadilla. So healthy. My brother gets home for Christmas break today! Yesss. This Christmas should be great. I'm just wondering where the snow is... I think this is the first Christmas I've ever had in my hometown without snow. Global Warming?
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Ignore me even more.
" That's the tragedy here. It's not that we'll miss out on seeing a man who could have been a brilliant player, it's that someone who had once been so far down the wrong path could have come back. He was on his way. If things had continued to go the way they were headed, Chris Henry could have one day stood in front of the world as an example that no matter what you've done in the past, that your future can be better. He could have told the at-risk youth of the world, "Yes, it can be difficult to change the direction of your life, but it can be done, and you have the power to do it. I did it, and you can do it."
What a great thing that could've been for the world to have. Too many times, a gifted person comes along, and we automatically make them a role model. Inevitably, they end up doing something to let us down. The truth is, though, that those were never the role models we needed. The role models we need are the people who let us down first, and then show the strength and character to fight back from that.
Sooner or later, we're all going to let somebody down. We're all going to screw up. But life is about how you come back from it, how you learn from it and how you use it to make yourself a better, stronger person.
Chris Henry was becoming that guy. And we could have used that. "
R.I.P
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Friday, December 11, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
tpid , a silent sleeper you won't hear a peep peep
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
I haven't been myself
Monday, December 7, 2009
who has a holga camera? who has vision?
Saturday, December 5, 2009
movie list ;
up in the air
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Just 19 and dream obscene with six months off for bad behavior
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Monday, November 30, 2009
remember me
March 12, 2010
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k8Vg3fqIWGs
^ click the picture,
see all the sadness in his eyes?
finally learned something about this movie that explains that
set the fire to the third bar
Over rivers, farms, and state lines
The distance from 'A' to where you'd be
It's only finger-lengths that I see
I touch the place where I'd find your face
My finger in creases of distant dark places
I hang my coat up in the first bar
There is no peace that I've found so far
The laughter penetrates my silence
As drunken men find flaws in science
Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to me
I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
And I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms
Monday, November 23, 2009
Up with your turret/ Aren't we just terrified/ Shale, screen your worry from what you won't ever find/ Don't let it fool you/ Don't let it fool you...down./ Down's sitting round, folds in the gown./ Sea and the rock below/ Cocked to the undertow/ Bones blood and teeth erode, with every crashing node/ Wings wouldn't help you/ Wings wouldn't help you...down./ Down fills the ground, gravity's proud./ You barely are blinking/ Wagging your face around/ When'd this just become a mortal home?/ Won't, won't, won't, won't,/ Won't let you talk me/ Won't let you talk me… down./ Will pull it taut, nothing let out,
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Don't need this house
Don't need this land or skies
Cause I just wanna get along with you
These eyes, don't need these thighs
As a matter of fact this damn life
Cause I just wanna get along with you
Try me, cause I'd be
The one that makes you happy
But the part that I don't get is
Why me? You deny me
Now I'm forced to roam this planet
Sadly, lonely like some used briget
You took my heartbeat from me
This is the saddest story
What was wrong with my love?
You took my heartbeat from me
Should have just stabbed it for me
From ashes to dust, I just wanna get along with you
Dear diary,
I remember like it was yesterday
It was November
I no longer have any need for these worldly things
I wanna go where he is
I'll follow the fire in the sky
And like that I'll be gone
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Today started out so pretty, but now it looks like it's going to storm again :( It's raining ice pretty hard. Wow the weather is so unpredictable around this time of year. Fall is always the most confusing. It looks like winter weather might come early too, it was so cold and raining hale so hard last Friday that it covered the ground like snow. But on another subject, a better one, New Moon is in theaters in 3 days :D I am so excited I don't even know what to say. I'm gonna wait out the craziness and not go to see until it's been out for a few days. I know I can last that long. lol Because I don't want to deal with the psychos on opening night that won't be quiet and watch the movie. Kristen Stewart looked really gorgeous at the premiere (in the picture. click to make bigger) I love the Oscar de la Renta gown. But how does she stay pale like that when she lives in LA? lol I'm sure the sun is still shining there. Write again soon!
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
my favorite christmas song
Let me thank you for the joy you're giving me...
I'm so happy...
I have snowflakes of love smiling down on me
winter bliss when we kiss
Every wish my lips could see
I'm so happy...
I have snowflakes of love smiling down on me
Snowy day
Would you please take me away
Away with you...
Hold me so closely
Like the moonlight lights the sky...
In my dreams of soft winter breeze
Eases my mind, but when I wake
there's nothing but leaves
Still, I'm happy...
I have snowflakes of love smiling down on me
Oh, how I imagine the day we met
And those tingles from those little butterflies...
Reminiscing, I get so happy
I just break down and cry
Candlelight burning bright
Underneath a cool, starry night
You and me, endlessly, it's the greatest gift
that love could give to me
On this day, snowy day
Let me thank you for the joy you've given to me...
I'm so happy...
To have snowflakes of love smiling down on me.
Monday, November 9, 2009
So I'm really excited for... New Moon, Thanksgiving, my birthday, and Christmas. I can only think of two things that I actually want. It's probably going to snow. So my plan for Vancouver BC might not work out :( So my list went down from three to two. But we'll see. Maybe my friend who has a truck can drive. But that's kind of scary....
I wrote two songs today :) Currently trying to figure out the way the words should be sung. That's the hard part. The song "Strawberry Swing" kind of inspired me to write music.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
'Satellite Heart' Anya Marina
Anya Marina | MySpace Video
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
champagne in plastic cups
waiting for the big hero to show
outside the door he stands
his head in his hands
and his heart in his throat
what can he tell them now?
sorry I let you down
sorry it wasn't quite true
but don't get hung up on it
just solider on with it
and good luck with shooting the moon
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Today's pretty chill, had to go to the stupid dentist this morning and get my teeth scrubbed and poked. They were pretty mad at me earlier but now I feel better. Waiting for my sister to come and get me and I don't know what we're doing. It's kind of foggy today even though the sun is shining? I don't know how that works. I need more sweaters. And I want these boots that I saw at Anthropologie in Seattle. Bad! Within the next 2 weeks. :D Ankle patent leather fall style. Me gusta. I don't know why I have that picture of Kristen Stewart's legs there. lol I just love that picture. Anyways I'm babbling talking about nothing.
<3
song of the day: "all I wanted" - paramore
Monday, October 19, 2009
Thursday, October 15, 2009
www.myspace.com/twilight & scroll down to listen
Saturday, October 10, 2009
All yesterday I was with my sister! Who just moved back down here from Los Angeles. Her job transferred her here which is really cool and I'm excited! And my mommy moved back too! So the only one still in LA is my brother Eric :( I kind of feel like we left him alone. Haha. But he's an actor so that's his town. But everyone's from here. My sister graduated from Edmonds Woodway. So her and my nephew are now back here in Renton. I stayed at their house last night, and we saw "The Couple's Retreat" with my sister's friends Tess and Becka. It was pretty asstastic, I liked it!
This morning at 8 I was dead on my face in a dream-less sleep when my nephew Trenton nudged me on the shoulder and I plopped up to my alarm going off. I would've slept right through it. I honestly have no clue how I'm going to survive in the real world. I just... won't wake up to my alarm sometimes. Well, me and my sister were going to go running that's why I set my alarm. So we just ended up going to the gym and ran on the treadmill for an hour. Yeeeee... excersise.
Afterwards we came to our other family friends Robin and Corey's house and ate a huge breakfast. Soo, now I'm stuffed full of bacon and that whole run just went to waste. Haha. Oh well, I love bacon.
I want to go to Old Navy today and get the sweater that I've been eyeing since two weeks ago! I think I'm gonna do that today. And then find an H&M for my sister. Yayyy my life is so much fun ...
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Please look at this sick ass picture from "New Moon", out November 20, 2009. I honestly can't wait for this movie anymore. They keep releasing all these teaser trailers, gah! Just shoot me.