remember me

March 12, 2010

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k8Vg3fqIWGs


^ click the picture,
see all the sadness in his eyes?
finally learned something about this movie that explains that

Never forget.

set the fire to the third bar

I find the map and draw a straight line
Over rivers, farms, and state lines
The distance from 'A' to where you'd be
It's only finger-lengths that I see
I touch the place where I'd find your face
My finger in creases of distant dark places

I hang my coat up in the first bar
There is no peace that I've found so far
The laughter penetrates my silence
As drunken men find flaws in science

Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to me

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
And I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms

Up with your turret/ Aren't we just terrified/ Shale, screen your worry from what you won't ever find/ Don't let it fool you/ Don't let it fool you...down./ Down's sitting round, folds in the gown./ Sea and the rock below/ Cocked to the undertow/ Bones blood and teeth erode, with every crashing node/ Wings wouldn't help you/ Wings wouldn't help you...down./ Down fills the ground, gravity's proud./ You barely are blinking/ Wagging your face around/ When'd this just become a mortal home?/ Won't, won't, won't, won't,/ Won't let you talk me/ Won't let you talk me… down./ Will pull it taut, nothing let out,

mmm .

Even though you're the only one I see
If you ask, I'll cut you free



The Twilight Saga: New Moon

okay so, I waited a day.
two thumbs wayyy up.

Don't need these clothes
Don't need this house
Don't need this land or skies
Cause I just wanna get along with you
These eyes, don't need these thighs
As a matter of fact this damn life
Cause I just wanna get along with you

Try me, cause I'd be
The one that makes you happy
But the part that I don't get is
Why me? You deny me
Now I'm forced to roam this planet
Sadly, lonely like some used briget

You took my heartbeat from me
This is the saddest story
What was wrong with my love?
You took my heartbeat from me
Should have just stabbed it for me
From ashes to dust, I just wanna get along with you

Dear diary,
I remember like it was yesterday
It was November
I no longer have any need for these worldly things
I wanna go where he is
I'll follow the fire in the sky
And like that I'll be gone

Today started out so pretty, but now it looks like it's going to storm again :( It's raining ice pretty hard. Wow the weather is so unpredictable around this time of year. Fall is always the most confusing. It looks like winter weather might come early too, it was so cold and raining hale so hard last Friday that it covered the ground like snow. But on another subject, a better one, New Moon is in theaters in 3 days :D I am so excited I don't even know what to say. I'm gonna wait out the craziness and not go to see until it's been out for a few days. I know I can last that long. lol Because I don't want to deal with the psychos on opening night that won't be quiet and watch the movie. Kristen Stewart looked really gorgeous at the premiere (in the picture. click to make bigger) I love the Oscar de la Renta gown. But how does she stay pale like that when she lives in LA? lol I'm sure the sun is still shining there. Write again soon!

today's laugh ;

my favorite christmas song

On this day, snowy day
Let me thank you for the joy you're giving me...
I'm so happy...
I have snowflakes of love smiling down on me
winter bliss when we kiss
Every wish my lips could see
I'm so happy...
I have snowflakes of love smiling down on me

Snowy day
Would you please take me away
Away with you...
Hold me so closely
Like the moonlight lights the sky...

In my dreams of soft winter breeze
Eases my mind, but when I wake
there's nothing but leaves
Still, I'm happy...
I have snowflakes of love smiling down on me

Oh, how I imagine the day we met
And those tingles from those little butterflies...
Reminiscing, I get so happy
I just break down and cry

Candlelight burning bright
Underneath a cool, starry night
You and me, endlessly, it's the greatest gift
that love could give to me

On this day, snowy day
Let me thank you for the joy you've given to me...
I'm so happy...
To have snowflakes of love smiling down on me.

I have a life-supply of red vines at my house thanks to my dad, so that's basically what I've been living off of. He always takes things over-board. Lol If I tell him I need a winter jacket, he goes out and gets a jacket you would wear while skiing or something, we HAVE to be at the airport 4 hours early for a flight, and if I tell him to grab some red vines, he comes back with the life supply package from Costco. I'll probably never eat red vines again, I'll be so sick of them after this!

So I'm really excited for... New Moon, Thanksgiving, my birthday, and Christmas. I can only think of two things that I actually want. It's probably going to snow. So my plan for Vancouver BC might not work out :( So my list went down from three to two. But we'll see. Maybe my friend who has a truck can drive. But that's kind of scary....

I wrote two songs today :) Currently trying to figure out the way the words should be sung. That's the hard part. The song "Strawberry Swing" kind of inspired me to write music.

x

The sky could be blue, I don't mind,

without you it's a waste of time.

song of the day:

"strawberry swing" - coldplay

L O L .

Sooo what the heck happened to blogspot? They don't let you change your font anymore when you make a post. Or the size of the font, or the color... Why did they all the sudden decide to take that off? That's annoying.. So I'm up right now, at 5:00 am, because I slept most of yesterday. I have another dentist appt later this morning and he tells me to take meds the day before? I guess my teeth are that sensitive... Sooo the meds make me suuuper drowsy and all I do is sleep. Which is fine with me. lol I love sleeping. I don't remember dreaming at all though... all that time that I was asleep. No dreaming whatsoever. That's... different. lol I realized something. I really want them to stop releasing parts of New Moon. haha Ive seen like half of the movie already. lol They released ANOTHER scene and it's on myspace. Okay theres teasers and then there's giving too much away. They're giving too much away. For people that arent huuuge fans of the series, they're not even gonna wanna see it because they've seen so much of it in little peices already. Oh wellll, it's their promoting. But I WAS excited to see something that came out recently. Lupe Fiasco's song for the soundtrack "Solar Midnite" is really sick! and Anya Marina's music video for her song "Satellite Heart" on the soundtrack. I love it so much! The scenery is beautiful and it's one of my favorite songs on the soundtrack. It's kinda emo but it goes perfectly with the story. lol New Moon :)


'Satellite Heart' Anya Marina

Anya Marina | MySpace Video

H a p p y

H a l l o w e e n


This is my favorite holiday of the year!
I love the night time :)
Hope everyone had a great one!

song of the day :

"jump then fall" - taylor swift