all of the astronauts

champagne in plastic cups

waiting for the big hero to show

outside the door he stands

his head in his hands

and his heart in his throat

what can he tell them now?

sorry I let you down

sorry it wasn't quite true

but don't get hung up on it

just solider on with it

and good luck with shooting the moon

- Ok Go

Today's pretty chill, had to go to the stupid dentist this morning and get my teeth scrubbed and poked. They were pretty mad at me earlier but now I feel better. Waiting for my sister to come and get me and I don't know what we're doing. It's kind of foggy today even though the sun is shining? I don't know how that works. I need more sweaters. And I want these boots that I saw at Anthropologie in Seattle. Bad! Within the next 2 weeks. :D Ankle patent leather fall style. Me gusta. I don't know why I have that picture of Kristen Stewart's legs there. lol I just love that picture. Anyways I'm babbling talking about nothing.

<3

song of the day: "all I wanted" - paramore

everything

& you can do no wrong

in my eyes

www.myspace.com/twilight & scroll down to listen

song of the day: "hearing damage" - thom yorke

So I have to write about the last few hours. My Mom came to pick me up and we went down to Seattle just to drive around and to look at her old job that she was at for 13 years. I was just remembering everything from when I was a little kid. Being on Queen Anne hill always reminds me of my childhood. I saw all the old restaurants that I used to go to on her lunch breaks (my mom was a work-a-holic), some of the places are now gone and new things are there. Old markets that I used to go to, the post office my mom used to stop at every day, pike place market, the park where my parents watched president Clinton speak, the science center that I was forced to go to as a kid, the costume store where I got my halloween costumes. The building that was my dad's (where my mom worked) is now a condo complex. It feels so surreal to look at those streets. Remembering when I was there and knee-high and a brat hahaha, just kidding. I loved talking about and remembering everything. Wish my brother Nero could've been there, buuut he's in Pullman at school. It wasn't really complete without him. We called him though. Haha. I love Seattle. I think I have the most beautiful home town in the world...

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Today, today, today.

All yesterday I was with my sister! Who just moved back down here from Los Angeles. Her job transferred her here which is really cool and I'm excited! And my mommy moved back too! So the only one still in LA is my brother Eric :( I kind of feel like we left him alone. Haha. But he's an actor so that's his town. But everyone's from here. My sister graduated from Edmonds Woodway. So her and my nephew are now back here in Renton. I stayed at their house last night, and we saw "The Couple's Retreat" with my sister's friends Tess and Becka. It was pretty asstastic, I liked it!

This morning at 8 I was dead on my face in a dream-less sleep when my nephew Trenton nudged me on the shoulder and I plopped up to my alarm going off. I would've slept right through it. I honestly have no clue how I'm going to survive in the real world. I just... won't wake up to my alarm sometimes. Well, me and my sister were going to go running that's why I set my alarm. So we just ended up going to the gym and ran on the treadmill for an hour. Yeeeee... excersise.

Afterwards we came to our other family friends Robin and Corey's house and ate a huge breakfast. Soo, now I'm stuffed full of bacon and that whole run just went to waste. Haha. Oh well, I love bacon.

I want to go to Old Navy today and get the sweater that I've been eyeing since two weeks ago! I think I'm gonna do that today. And then find an H&M for my sister. Yayyy my life is so much fun ...

song of the day: "young forever" - jay z

Well today's boring. Just went to the mall earlier and looked around. Stores bore me now! What's going on with me? Only thing that caught my eye was a shirt that said "only a vampire can love you forever" hahaha And something else weird, foods that I used to love are making me sick. I bought cookies from Mrs. Field's and they made me feel gross. I usually love those. When I eat a strawberry I feel sick, I used to be able to eat a whole thing of them by myself. Wierd...

I had a bizzare dream last night, as usual. I need to put my dream catcher back up over my bed because I hate this. And the stupid wood pecker outside my window woke me up at 6 am again. I was dreaming I was in some hallway walking next to someone really tall. A guy. But I didn't turn to look and see who through the whole dream because I guess the "me" in the dream already knew who it was. Idk. And the hallway was really bright and had pictures on it. Pictures of people. That's creepy.

The only thing I can remember is feeling really content. And short. But I felt completely relaxed. I don't think I've ever felt short in my life, so that was bizzare to me. I guess I should look this one up and see what it means?

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btw, download this!

"Brand New Eyes" - Paramore

Please look at this sick ass picture from "New Moon", out November 20, 2009. I honestly can't wait for this movie anymore. They keep releasing all these teaser trailers, gah! Just shoot me.

I could follow you to the beginning, just to relive the start. and maybe then we'll remember to slow down, at all of our favorite parts ...

Hey, so this is new. I like it! Heard alot about it, that's for sure. I love writing so I'm sure I'll like this. Oh that and facebook is getting kind of annoying, because more and more people are joining it. I really love simple little myspace now. lol I feel a little by myself on myspace, except for a few other people that still get on. Perfect. :)

This picture makes me sad, because my nose ring came out and closed months ago. So I can't take pictures like that anymore. Maybe get it pierced again? Maybe...

song of the day: "oh star" - paramore