If you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by

if you be my boat
I'll be your sea
a depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity
ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze
I live to make you free
I live to make you free

but you can set sail to the west if you want to
and past the horizon till I can't even see you
far from here where the beaches are wide
just leave me your wake to remember you by

artists to check out

bobby long

penance fire blues

He has a Johnny Cash vibe, so you're kind of like :D :D :D :D!!! when he starts singing and playing and getting into it, because we don't have Johnny Cash anymore and all we can do is watch videos, or watch Joaquin Phoenix's movie. He's unique, and right now that's a breath of fresh air.

girl in a coma

their cell

as the world falls down

They're very indie and when you hear them you picture something different, which is why they're special in sound and look. And they're girls, but not trying to sell hot. So naturally I was gaga at first sight.

marcus foster

there isn't much more I can take

tumble down

He has a weepy face and his voice goes along with it perfectly. His demeanor too, but it's not overbearing, it's attention grabbing and it's attractive. You can read everything like a book when he's singing/performing, it's never: a song with good lyrics that you have to google to finally understand the story, you can feel it all from him.

Marcus Foster - Tumble Down (free download) by Stayloose

wttr/snow white/k-11

DVD release for wttr was February 1st, I saw it at Walmart but decided against it. I usually catch most indie movies on surfthechannel, but I'm thinking I want a copy of this one for myself for once. Many different reasons, this being one, and the story is interesting, and the script is good, and the trailer/its music made me tear up. ♥ So I think I want it. I have so many movies to get, I've started a list but it's getting crazy long. You know when you start something and you really intend on finishing it, so you keep at it and

keep at it, but then you eventually realize that all you're ever going to accomplish is trying to get it done? Then you feel like you've wasted a lot of time, and put a lot of energy into something meaningful that won't work out. I'm rambling, but that's a short way to put how I feel about getting all the DVDs that I want. I guess I should just try to focus on something that will still benefit me from the trying stand point in the end.

I guess I should stay on subject. Kris Jaymes has been 'in talks' to play Snow White in 'Snow White and the Hunstman' (I think will be the title, not sure) for about a week or so, which I didn't pay attention to at all in the beginning. I heard and then dismissed it just as quickly. I really admire her role choices but I initially didn't think it was a possibility for her, or even something she would go for for that matter. But you never freaking know, because supposedly she's signed on, and that's, great. I'm guessing it's going to have a darker, graphic-fest feel to it, sort of like the latest Alice in Wonderland re-make. Also read that it's going to be produced (if I'm remembering correctly) by the same guy who produced Alice in Wonderland. It's a little thrilling to imagine how the turn out is going to be for this movie.

Now, this whole she's 'signed on' deal is according to Moviefone, so I really don't want to etch anything in stone here and end up deleting the blog, but Moviefone is a pretty reliable/respectable website. So this is all pretty cool, and here's to the new Snow White, if all goes as it should. ♥

Edit: Thought I would add in and talk about K-11 too, since something has come out recently. This one has been trying to get made/'in the works' since 08, so it's exciting that it's finally starting to get on its feet. Mostly because her mom wrote it, and is producing/directing. Cool right?! To have your mom there holding the reins for one of your jobs. It'll be her mom's first. According to this, updated from Gossipcop (reliable), the film is moving along. Kristen will play the lead, and from what I've read in the past and in recent stuff, it's gonna be pretty out-there. Challenging. If I'm wording this right which I hope I am, the lead is a man-turned-woman who's an inmate in a sectioned unit of an LA prison. Yeah... being completely serious here... It's pretty thrilling to think about how this one will turn out too...

Edit: 'Snow White' Update

Screencaps by Stalo Panayidou

I need la la la la la la

right now.

dream journal

another dream about his face. he's right in my face. i'm standing somewhere really crowded, it's really bright outside. unnaturally bright for washington state. i'm standing just inside of some place, waiting for my ride to pick me up. the place wasn't inside, it was like i was standing in front of an upscale hotel that's entrance area was sort of a circular driveway under a garage-type thing. (like- this) yeah... i'm just looking straight ahead, people are walking by, and you know that feeling where you see someone walking in your peripheral view, and it looks like they're coming to you,but you don't want to look because you're not sure? yeah, that. i kept looking straight. he flew to my mind, but i suppressed the feeling right away. no way. how?

somehow... it was him. he walked up and got right to my face and honestly - kissed me. this dream was different somehow. even stronger then the torture that my subconscious made in the classroom dream. his face had a lot of color. as he came up to me i could see all the color in his cheeks, as if he had been running or something? but he wasn't sweaty, i don't think. yeah, as usual, doesn't make sense. but when he came up he wasn't running, just walking deliberately. this dream is also more vivid because i can smell more - potently? i guess the word is. i can smell his breath, no false unrealistic scents. it smells like breath. his face smells like a face. :) if you understand what i'm saying. so i can smell him. it's like he's real. i can see every color in his skin, see his lips up close, just inches from mine and he gives me one. the message i get from the kiss is 'i'm so sorry, i'm sorry that it took me so long.' that's the message that he's sending. he doesn't say a word. that's all i remember.

12/11/09

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i remember being in a car with my dad? it was a beautiful, sunny day again. i knew i wasn't in washington. i was somewhere beautiful and bright. we're in the car. he's driving and my friend ___ is in the back seat. we were making our way through some parking lot. like an outside shopping mall, with a drugstore and McDonald's and stuff. normal. there were people walking, and since it was a lot, there were speed bumps and stop signs galore. my dad was ignoring the stop signs. and he was going entirely too fast. which isn't normal for him in reality. but in the dream he was arrogant and getting on my nerves. i kept telling him over and over "that was a stop sign. a cop is going to see you and you're going to get a ticket." and he's just like, "ohhhh i'm fine, i'm fine." so annoying. he's zipping through the stop signs, and there's like kids walking in groups as well. i'm really uncomfortable and it seems as though my discomfort is fueling him. i wanted to punch him in the face. i didn't want to start a full-fledged argument because my friend was in the car. but clearly i'm annoyed. eventually i make my dad drop us off. it's an insanely beautiful day, i would rather walk. so we start walking up these weird dirt roads in the scorching sun towards a park. (we must be in like arizona or something!) it's sooo nice out. i feel so great and don't ever want to go inside. we're walking and i'm eating a peach i think. it's sooo juicy and sweet. i say to ____, "man he's fucking annoying." or something. no. i said, "he's honestly the most annoying person i've ever met." yeah, that's what i said. she smiles and says something like "nah, he's not annoying. i love your dad."so i guess they both thought i was overreacting. whatever! haha it's a beautiful day and i feel great. so i'm eating my peach. and ___s eating some kind of fruit as well. hers looks good too. so i take a bite of hers and she takes a bite of mine. i liked mine better. so we're just strolling along, and all the sudden some shirtless guys come running past us on this deserted road. they have on little shorts. they're some kind of team, although i can't tell what. they're all good looking. ____ and i look at each other. they're sweating and tan. and then i recognize one of them. ____ was there. a guy that i know from here in lynnwood. he saw me and we spoke. he doesn't really know (or want to know) ____ in reality i don't think. they didn't say anything to each other. he smiles at me but has to stay with his team or whatever. they move up ahead of us and then come to a stop on the right side of the road and turn around. that's when i look back and notice that the other half of the team or whatever, are facing them about 15 feet back down the road. they're setting up for something, but i have no idea what they're doing. so we keep it moving. we come to a fork in the road. one way leads up a super steep hill that i can't even picture being humanly possible to make it up without a harness. that option scares me. but the sign said it was the way to the park we were trying to get to. the other way, to the right, just looked like more trecking. and i have no clue where it led. i felt so good i didn't mind walking for hours in this weather. i can't remember which way we chose to go. the dream for tonight cuts off here. i just love the way that i felt when i woke. i wanted the sun. the beautiful, blinding weather of my dream. i wanted to go back. to fall asleep and go back. i wish i still could right now. i opened my eyes to this gloomy washington day.

3/27/10