chasing forever

Don't really know what's going on right now. It's summer so nothing really has to make sense I guess. Staying up until 3 am for no reason and then waking up at 1 pm is alright. I'm focusing on my goal but there's not really much I can do when I'm just waiting. Waiting until a certain person calls, or e-mails back, waiting until my next audition, waiting until I can actually make it to Seattle, if I don't have the drive to get my ass there on a whim, oh and dealing with how there are no fucking jobs in this ugly part of the country anyway. And the weather isn't helping the summer vibe at all. It still rains every so often which is crap. But Eclipse comes out today so everything's alright for the time being. :) The action looks pretty good in this one, and finally Jake takes a hike. Well he doesn't take a hike but he gets the picture.

" The great thing about sleeping with a midget is that first you get to have sex with them and then you can use them as a pillow. Those little midgets have it so easy. Sometimes when I see one, I want to chase it. I don't want to scare them, but I want to hold them and cuddle them. Mostly I would like one for the carpool lane.

I guess what I'm trying to say is this: If you want something bad enough, you just have to go after it."

- Chelsea Handler, My Horizontal Life

Hahaha, I'm reading one of Chelsea Handler's books. I don't even know the word for her cause she's a little bit more than funny or hilarious. If there was a word for 'hilarious' and 'real' put together, I guess that would be it! Just looked at one of those articles that show in a line on Yahoo.com and the headline says "In most U.S. states, one in four are obese." God we're all fat lards. Jesus. And I lose weight by accident without even meaning or wanting to. Wtf.

Anyways this is a really good song, and it has Hermione

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Sickest movie soundtrack ever?

"What Part of Forever" - Cee Lo Green

"My Love" - Sia

"Heavy in Your Arms" - Florence + The Machine

6/30

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so wearmelikealocket

keep quiet

nothing comes as easy as you

can i lay in your bed all day

i'll be your best kept secret

and your biggest mistake

the hand behind this pen relives a failure every day