chasing forever

Don't really know what's going on right now. It's summer so nothing really has to make sense I guess. Staying up until 3 am for no reason and then waking up at 1 pm is alright. I'm focusing on my goal but there's not really much I can do when I'm just waiting. Waiting until a certain person calls, or e-mails back, waiting until my next audition, waiting until I can actually make it to Seattle, if I don't have the drive to get my ass there on a whim, oh and dealing with how there are no fucking jobs in this ugly part of the country anyway. And the weather isn't helping the summer vibe at all. It still rains every so often which is crap. But Eclipse comes out today so everything's alright for the time being. :) The action looks pretty good in this one, and finally Jake takes a hike. Well he doesn't take a hike but he gets the picture.

" The great thing about sleeping with a midget is that first you get to have sex with them and then you can use them as a pillow. Those little midgets have it so easy. Sometimes when I see one, I want to chase it. I don't want to scare them, but I want to hold them and cuddle them. Mostly I would like one for the carpool lane.

I guess what I'm trying to say is this: If you want something bad enough, you just have to go after it."

- Chelsea Handler, My Horizontal Life

Hahaha, I'm reading one of Chelsea Handler's books. I don't even know the word for her cause she's a little bit more than funny or hilarious. If there was a word for 'hilarious' and 'real' put together, I guess that would be it! Just looked at one of those articles that show in a line on Yahoo.com and the headline says "In most U.S. states, one in four are obese." God we're all fat lards. Jesus. And I lose weight by accident without even meaning or wanting to. Wtf.

Anyways this is a really good song, and it has Hermione

x

Sickest movie soundtrack ever?

"What Part of Forever" - Cee Lo Green

"My Love" - Sia

"Heavy in Your Arms" - Florence + The Machine

6/30

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so wearmelikealocket

keep quiet

nothing comes as easy as you

can i lay in your bed all day

i'll be your best kept secret

and your biggest mistake

the hand behind this pen relives a failure every day

Beginning to Theatre

October

Debbie Threet

Setting: High school classroom. Strangely large and dark build for the United States. More like a classroom from a Harry Potter film. Very high ceilings.

Where: Washington state, U.S.A

When: Unknown

Time: 12:50 P.M. midday

Class hasn't begun. Everyone is around socializing. Danny's seat is to the right of Nadina's, but neither of them are there yet.

Nadina walks in and to her seat briefly to drop her things. Michelle is in her seat across from Nadina's.

Nadina (exasperated): Hey Michelle

Michelle: Hey Nadina

Nadina scans the classroom quickly and sees Danny sitting with three friends across the room. He's drawing something on a piece of paper. He seems rather excited about it.

She decides to approach him. Even though she's afraid.

Nadina: So what is that? That you're working on?

Danny, and one friend, look at her like she's insane for approaching them.

Danny (looking down, speaking fast): Oh... it's nothing. Just.. nothing, really.

Nadina walks away numb. Embarrassed. Her first suspicion is confirmed. He knows how she feels and he's uncomfortable.

Setting: Outside of classroom. Study area with stone bench surrounded by grass. Just off to the right of classroom door.

Where: Washington state, U.S.A

When: Unknown

Time: 12:56 P.M.

She's crying quietly there. Class still hasn't begun. Her friend Sarah slowly approaches her. A look of pity on her face.

Sarah: So... who is this Danny guy, anyway? Can you point him out for me?

Nadina looks up in shock. Suspicion two confirmed. Everyone knew. She can't help but to laugh a little.

Nadina: How did you know I was upset about him?

Sarah: ... Show him to me?

Nadina: Okay.

They walk to the classroom door and Nadina peers in. Danny and his friends are gone. She spins around to catch them headed down the hall. Maybe to the bathroom. Chatting, not a care in the world.

Nadina: Just missed him. That's him in the blue, in the middle.

Sara looks at Nadina with a mixture of pity and embarrassment, for her. Nadina is having a horrible day. She abruptly becomes angry and wants answers. Closure.

Setting: In classroom. Class has begun. The table where Nadina's seat is.

Where: Washington state, U.S.A

When: Unknown

Time: 1:03 P.M.

Nadina sits down angrily to Danny's left and turns slightly to him.

Nadina: WHY do you hate me? Just tell me to leave you alone. And I will. I will leave you alone forev-

Danny kisses her on the side of her face. She's utterly shocked. She looks at Michelle with embarrassment.

Nadina (mouthing): Omg...

Michelle smiles likes she's happy for Nadina. Everyone really did know everything.

He's still kissing her. As if they are the only ones in the room. He never says a word.

he's ordinary

You might need to change your underwear...

First of all, THANK YOUUU to whoever made this. You are hilarious, and I would give you a shout out if I knew.

So, I want you to have a good day, and after you watch this you will. Actually, this might be the best 10 minutes of your female life. You're welcome. :) I'm on a sugar high right now so I'm going to run to Baskin Robbins at 9:30 pm to get a carton of ice cream for myself. lol It's normal.